Saturday, January 30, 2010

不再做等待的女孩

Definition of Waiting: remaining inactive in one place while expecting something.

I, sicked of waiting.. waiting... and waiting..

Time will slowly killing off the expectation on something.

But i do miss last time...

Even though i cannot touch, but i can truly feel..

My mind flashed back. Sweet memories can make me smile =)

But why Now i cant?

Am i really not satisfied? or i really being neglected.

What's going on.......????

Can i stay longer in my sweet home?

At least there's a very safe shelter for me to escape the reality. =(






Laugh as long as you breathe and Love as long as you live




Laughter is strong medicine for mind and body
During my adolescence period, i don't really smile. Maybe i was too young to know what is "Happy", how to make myself happy.

After entered TARC, i learnt to be optimistic, i like smile =) and even always laugh!
I have no idea what make me come alive. Could be friend?environment? or the LOVE of GOD. =)

Someone told me that, " I like your smile. With your smiley face, you look very sweet." (Opss, shy shy ***) Could be this is also one of the reason that make me smile =)

Indeed, Laugh and smile can help in improve relationship and adds joy in our life. For me, Laughter is kind of sharing, share of happiness with others, its binds people together.
When i was down and upset, i wish someone really can share a good joke or funny story with me, because by listening those funny jokes can lighten me up. =)

Sometimes, i might attacked by Demon.
I failed to laugh and smile. =(
Even i cried when i felt lost and helpless.
Just like Today, i was very upset, can't even smile at all....=(

I hate Reality. Reality makes people change.
Change to be cruel, to be heartless and mean.
Well, there's something that out of my control,
As i cannot stop people change over by reality,
What i can do is, to prevent myself change to be cruel.
Stand my own ground, only accept changes for BETTER....

Somehow, i still remain my laughter.
i don't want to lost it anymore.
Regardless of matter how big, how tough it is...
I will keep my smile on my face. =)

Now throw all the problems behind,
Worry of repayment of LOANs?
Worry of cannot handle new environment?
Worry of cannot adapt new company culture?
Worry of Money for living?
What the Heck lah!
These all will not become the obstacles of my life.
All these worries no longer become nightmare that always frighten me up in the middle of the night.
Live without burden, look forward...

Wong Shiang Yi~ You got to MOVE ON to better life. =)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

27th, Wednesday

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Friday, January 1, 2010

你快乐吗?

很久很久以前,
我们狠狠的爱了一场。

很多很多年以后,
我们再相见,虽然没有特别的感觉,
但,每当别人问起,
“为什么是最深刻的那一段?”
我答不上来。
因为,回忆只属于我们两个人。

很多很多年以后,
那些记忆,零零碎碎,已经不再完整。
翻开旧照片,我偷偷地收起几张我们旧时的照片。
我们,都太年轻。

在朋友口中听到的他,
已不是当初我认识的他。
他以前是这样的吗?我不断地回想着。
为什么他会改变?变得不是他。
我心中有个答案,
人还是会变,时间可以让一个人改变。
也许,我们当初太年轻。
现在的他,成长了,思想不同了。
不是,应该是 “我们都成长了”
曾经傻得想不顾一切回到他身边,
现在回想起,我只能遗憾的说一句,
“我们,相遇太早”
或许,如果我们现在才相识,
我们也应该不会在一起吧。
因为我相信上帝已经冥冥中注定我们的命运。

有些事,错过了就是过去了。
我们不该回首过去。
毕竟已经好多好多年了。。。

我反问我自己
“那你现在在做什么?想些什么?”

原来,我犯贱地回首着过去。。。

如果他看到这个post,
我有话想对他说:
你身边的她,是多么的好。
有股冲动想骂你,为什么不珍惜她,好好爱她呢?
请回应她的爱。不要再让这难得的女子和缘分悄悄的从你身边溜走。
不要再让她为你哭泣,不要再让她心痛。

这不是伟大,
也许这就是人人常说的,
分开后,还是希望对方幸福快乐。
幸福与否,我不知道。
至少,让我看到你快乐,她开心,就是这样简单。

曾经,你问我: “你快乐吗?”
当时,我不快乐,你也一样不快乐。
现在,如果你在问我同一个问题,
我会回答,“我是真正的快乐。”
不管是哪一方面都好,生活啦,感情啦,什么都好。

我是狠狠地,努力地让自己快乐的生活着。=)