cold eye

From your eyes, i know you dislike me.

i'm not being oversensitive.

sometimes, i dunno what should i do, and what i shouldn't do.

please understand that we are from different background.

what i have experience, what problem i face you might not know and understand.

I just hope that you don't simply make a judgement on me.

sometimes, i couldn't defend.

you just based on what you see, evaluate and judge me.

this is very unfair.

as we watch movie must watch the entire show, cannot only watch part B then you assume the result of part C.

do not accuse me before you knowing the fact.

if i do something wrong,

please forgive me.

i wish you can acknowledge my existence.

not to treat me with a cold eye.

tough time

i wish i can be a little girl again,

when i'm afraid, i can quickly run toward my dad and hold his big hand.

his big hand rough yet very warm.

i know if i want to, you won't push me away,

because i always remember what you have told me,

"now i give you the key, you can do anything you want, make any decision you think is right. if you face any problem, come back...come back anytime you want."

Yah, life is up and down, here and there.

bad will go and good soon to come,perhaps.

i truly can feel my shoulder is heavy,

just like thousand ton of rocks on my shoulder.

i can't breathe lahhhh...

so stupid to see myself cry for nothing.

tear dimmed my eyes.

Mr.Leong taught us "tough time never last, but tough people do"

Yah, i am the tough one.

i know i got to march on. =)

soon, i will be overwhelming happy again. =D

Well,

what a UP and DOWN life...